Just a little sentimental lately...

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 So the video I posted with this is one of my new favorite songs on the radio right now. I love country music it seems to always resonate with things going in my life. This song in particular takes me back to the summer before my senior year when life was still pretty care free. This song takes me back to that summer of hanging out with my group of friends who at that point and time consisted of six of us. That six includes my two best friends Jennifer Shull, Jennifer Bigelow, along with the guys who hung out with us Cody, Matt, and Andrew. We were all connected then and still are now because our parents all attend the same church but that's another story for another time. We loved hanging out we would go bowling, play games, go to movies, cookouts, and other fun things. It reminds of all those memories that we made during that time in our lives. I get a little sentimential with this because that takes me back to a time when I was so care free and not worried about anything that the future had to hold. We are now all adults we have jobs, and responsibiles, and we've even added to the group with marriages, we have houses and car payments, bills...we've become adults, but still friends just like back then. Someitmes I get sentamential for that time when we were so care free, but I also woudn't trade that experince that I gained after that summer for the world. To end this post I am going to quote some lyrics from the song until next time...

"Funny how a melody sounds like a memory
Like the soundtrack to a July Saturday night"

First Post on the New Blog...

So what to say with this post.....
I am not really sure...normally my thoughts are running wild but tonight they are pretty calm...I guess I will talk about life lately...
I turned 25 this year...hard to believe I have five years less till I'm 30. That seems crazy to me, but I feel more secure in my what I like to call "ADULTHOOD". I know that sounds crazy but its just truth. I am more comfortable with who I am along with my body and what I think...on to other things though.
Life has been changing alot for me lately...I had a job but recently lost it. You don't realize how much time a job takes up till you don't have one. I dealt with that loss with tears, laugher, and somewhat sadness. Yes it wasn't my dream job but that didn't mean I wanted to lose it. The hardest thing I find now that I'm 25 is where I fit in. I thought I knew after I had my job and was living my life but with the loss of my job I find myself wondering where I fit in my own life. Not that I think a job is life or death its not.  There are way more important things in this life than that it's just that looming questions "where do I fit?" I am looking for a job currently if anyone knows of any...and in the mean time trying to find where I fit. So that's an update on my life right now and the end of my first post on the new blog. Untill next time....